Well, today I am awake. I slept ok, had dreams, but don’t remember them. I am able to recognize some anxiety thoughts and stop myself from thinking them.
Today I feel fairly calm and peaceful. I like relaxing on my bed before I start my day, because it gives me a chance to collect myself and wake up before I start the rush of the day. I like being comfortable-I think most humans do, and maybe animals. I know my dog likes being comfy; he stretches himself on the couch, or likes to sleep upside down, like a dog! I do love my dog, a lot.
I have coffee in the cupboard and this new almond milk caramel creamer thing. It’s pretty tasty, though I prefer adding in my own sugar to my coffee and not drinking it in the creamer. I think next week I will find the coconut milk creamer and try it. It is good to live in a place where I have those choices.
I think it is good to take a few minutes each day to write down some good thoughts. Maybe I can try tonight too, again, and see!
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Wednesday, February 7, 2018
What Do I Want Daily: 2-7-18
I want to earn enough money to be able to leave my parents’ house. I want to go and travel, then settle down to live with my beloved. I want to have a life of my own. I want to have an apartment or place of my own where I can set up altars and pray and live life the way I wish. I want life to be better and to continue to improve, where I can feel good. I want a life where I can be wrapped up in Sam’s love whenever I want.
I want a place with a small garden, even if I only have a few plants in pots to start. I think it would be good to be able to grown basil and rosemary and thyme and sage, for chicken, or to create herb bundles, to begin with. Later on, I want to grow things like tomatos and carrots and lettuce, and enjoy having these tasty vegetables that I love to eat fresh whenever I want! I think that would be great and tasty.
I want life to be good and to get better in regards to friendships. I want a specific person but I think going general about why I want him would be best. I want to feel that warm, cozy connectedness again, and to learn about new places and new cultures. I want to have fun, and companionship, and closeness! I can appreciate the contrast I’ve suffered,mas it has allowed me to refune what I want.
I want to believe I am worthy of good things and that I can do whatever it takes to have me be able to achieve my dreams. I have dreams. I want to believe I am worth of accomplishing them.
I want a place with a small garden, even if I only have a few plants in pots to start. I think it would be good to be able to grown basil and rosemary and thyme and sage, for chicken, or to create herb bundles, to begin with. Later on, I want to grow things like tomatos and carrots and lettuce, and enjoy having these tasty vegetables that I love to eat fresh whenever I want! I think that would be great and tasty.
I want life to be good and to get better in regards to friendships. I want a specific person but I think going general about why I want him would be best. I want to feel that warm, cozy connectedness again, and to learn about new places and new cultures. I want to have fun, and companionship, and closeness! I can appreciate the contrast I’ve suffered,mas it has allowed me to refune what I want.
I want to believe I am worthy of good things and that I can do whatever it takes to have me be able to achieve my dreams. I have dreams. I want to believe I am worth of accomplishing them.
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