Inspired by this process: http://www.abeforum.com/showthread.php?1957-My-Process-of-Manifesting-Money-(and-Other-Things-Too), where he used the EGS once a day to boost himself up on certain topics, I figured I would do the same. Here is the guidance scale for quick reference: http://www.beinginthenow.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/09/abraham-hicks-emotional-guidance-scale.jpg
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I feel powerless as fuck about money too. See, I just lost my job. Or well I shouldn’t say I lost my job, more like my job was stolen the fuck away. Isn’t that how it always is? I get hapy about having a job, or money, or any amount of anything good and then BANG CRACK the universe feels fit to steal it away from me. I’m wracked with student loan debt up to my fucking eyeballs, and I am stull at home with mumma and dadda like some wee little shit kid. I hate it here. I’m not respected for who I am as a person and I feel trapped as fuck. I want to be able to get out but phah fuck you Myriam the Universe is keeping the life you want away from you. Of course. Be ause it’s cold and cruel and capricious and it hates you. It hates you, specifcally. Not anyone else, no, they can get what they want. But you? You’re special. Life is how it is and it won’t change, while you grow old waiting for something and it will never ever come.
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Having more money than mum and dad makes me feel guilty.
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