Who the fuck do I blame the most?
-Me, for being a lazy piece of shit. If I wanted something, I would completely go for it and want it the most out of anything. Not this half assed “oh yes sort of motivated, hmmm, it’s been 2 weeks and I can’t do it anymore” BULLSHIT that’s been keeping me stuck the fuck I am for over a DECADE while my life and beauty are wasted.
-My parents, for their complete irresponsibility with money. They wasted it on fancy shit, fancy education, fancy clothes, fancy car and then when shit finally caught up with them, they decided they wouldn’t do anything about it, Lazy, lazy, LAZY for their MLM bullshit too. The’re too stupid to earn at a real job.
Oh, and, this bullshit of forcing me to get a college education because “whoo good job yaaay”? Utter bullshit too.
-Society, for the good jobs with college education bullshit, and pushing being rich is easy into all our faces. NO it isn’t, stop lying to us you fuckers. I’m sick of you. I am SICK of you! Enough! Fuckers!
But totally, I am the worst fucking person alive, for not being motivated enough, for being mentally ill, for believing all these lies and shit I’ve been fed. I hate myself, I hate m parents, I hate what I’ve become, and I don’t see a way out.
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